Depression.

My head swirls around with terrible thoughts as my body shakes, I am breaking down and crying in a sweat, As i feel alone and doesn't know what to do.....As my body panics in stress, Anxiety, And sadness i begin to breakdown and hit my head on a wall. HARDER!! HARDER!!!!!! There is now a hole in the wall. I begin to cut, till i bleed. I think about my past. And i begin to breakdown. I cut more, As my head and wrists are bleeding. I lay down in my living room and think of being at a roof and jumping. .~Should i? No-one would miss me, As they say..~. I jump. As my body collapses to the ground, My world goes black. And i wake up. ~Heaven or hell?~ Hell, Duh.