Pain hurts #11637533
OtherENmental healthdepressionpersonal expression
Description
Happiness once was keeping me alive but depression took over Happiness turns to sadness Sadness turns to depression Depression turns to fovking not existing and when you don't exist that will be the best day ever Don't desire happiness because it creates only unhappiness and nothing else I'll never forget how depression and loneliness felt good but bad at the same. Still does. Sometimes when I say "I'm okay" I want someone, to look me in the eyes and hg me tight and say "I know your not" Acting okay is tiring and its getting harder and harder.. I'm getting closer and closer to the edge Each day.
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| Measured (UTC) | Members | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 19 Aug 2026, 23:13 | 40 | first reading |
Ownership
Owned by Jay (@jayplusb) as measured.
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Jay (@jayplusb) — Loca (rank 255)
otoniel (@fake_lovas) — Best friends :) (rank 254)
@0nlyxDrip — Friends :) (rank 1)
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